Dancing On My Own, by Calum Scott, manifested through a nearby street performer during my conversation with @The Birthday Girl when, after two years of mutual transformation in space we made for one another, she shared that she'd met who she believed was her @Perfect Partner. We had celebrated our @Fucking Farewell some months prior, fallen back into each other, and then (she) made space for what—at the time—felt like the manifestation of @My Perfect Partner. This conversation, @By and Large consisting of @silence, felt like a beautiful end to our chapter. While the lyrics of the song aren't an exact equivalent they represented my projection of @loneliness. A day later, with @Xandra driving me home from a tearful shavasana at @Sweat Yoga, I leaned into the feels; turning the volume to 11, putting it on repeat, and screaming the lyrics through tears. The next morning, the @universe manifested the wisdom of @Sunyata which helped me onwards and was later @memorialized in @Bounded By Impermanence (newsletter). These reflections, and hours of journaling, made way for me to process the energetic transition of @The Eternal Tryst. ::embed[https://www.youtube.com/embed/q31tGyBJhRY]{provider=youtube}
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